This isn’t about me. And yet, a little context might help.

There’s no teacher here. No role being played. Just a life that burned through what it once called ‘me.’

I’ve been through a collapse of identity. Not as a concept, not as something I chased—but as something that happened. What was seen can’t be unseen. The center dropped, and with it, the sense of being someone moving through life.

But the system didn’t just celebrate. It broke. The nervous system struggled. The mind, once sharp, began to fog. The stories ended, but the body kept trembling. What remained was raw and undeniable. No one left to fix anything, and nothing left to reach.

This site isn’t here because I figured it all out. It’s here because clarity keeps cutting through, and that clarity wants to be shared—not to teach, not to convince, but to offer a mirror for those who are also dissolving.

I offer sessions, not as a guide, but as someone who knows the territory of collapse and integration. I host circling—not to lead, but to hold space for honesty, presence, and what’s real when no one’s performing.

And I’m slowly co-creating a space in rural Thailand—a small homestay and retreat on a farm, shared with rescued dogs and cats. A place for simplicity, clarity, and quiet restoration. Where nothing needs to be fixed. Where nature, stillness, and care speak louder than words.

If you’re looking for someone to follow, I’m not that. But if you’re done performing, done fixing, and ready to meet what’s already true—I’m here.

No more roles. No more striving. Just this.

“After 15 years of seeking, working with Marius helped me stop fighting my thoughts — and find ease even in the middle of the night.”

I spent 15 years seeking enlightenment through meditation, but my habitual thought patterns always resurfaced — even on long retreats. I believed enlightenment meant stopping the inner monologue.

Then I had the good fortune of being guided by Marius. Through self-inquiry, he helped me see self-referential thoughts for what they are: just thoughts, without a real entity at the center.

Now, I no longer fight them. I recognize their nature and welcome them — even at 3 a.m. My insomnia has improved. And more importantly, a deep ease has emerged, even in difficulty.

Marius carries both a deep understanding of human conditioning and a quiet wisdom of our true, non-dual nature. Anyone would be fortunate to have him as a guide."

- Cormac, NZ