This isn’t about me. And yet, a little context might help.

I’m deeply familiar with the suffering of seeking. I also know how lonely and disorienting awakening can be. This space exists for those who feel the need for support—not from someone who teaches, but from someone who’s lived through both.

For years, I tried to find what was missing. When awakening happened, it didn’t come with light or bliss. It came with the collapse of everything I thought I was. And with that, the world I moved through stopped making sense in the old way.

There was clarity. Clean, quiet, and undeniable. But the body didn’t relax. The mind didn’t celebrate. There was fatigue, confusion, and a nervous system trying to function without a center. No story left to follow. No identity left to protect. And in that space, something simpler began living this life.

I don’t show up with teachings or conclusions. I don’t promise peace or purpose. But I offer something real: presence without performance, conversation without roles, and space to meet what’s already here.

In time, I’m creating a small sanctuary in rural Thailand.
A quiet place for rescued animals, and eventually, for people too— a space to rest, to be with life, without needing to be anyone.

There’s no path to follow here. But if something in you is unraveling, and you’re tired of pretending—this may be a place to stop for a while.

“After 15 years of seeking, working with Marius helped me stop fighting my thoughts — and find ease even in the middle of the night.”

"I spent 15 years seeking enlightenment through meditation, but my habitual thought patterns always resurfaced — even on long retreats. I believed enlightenment meant stopping the inner monologue.

Then I had the good fortune of being guided by Marius. Through self-inquiry, he helped me see self-referential thoughts for what they are: just thoughts, without a real entity at the center.

Now, I no longer fight them. I recognize their nature and welcome them — even at 3 a.m. My insomnia has improved. And more importantly, a deep ease has emerged, even in difficulty.

Marius carries both a deep understanding of human conditioning and a quiet wisdom of our true, non-dual nature. Anyone would be fortunate to have him as a guide."

- Cormac, NZ